Dead Wishes
04:51 Feb 27 2006
Times Read: 527
She's the one who cathes your gaze
The one who keeps you attention
She holds your affection
The one who you spend your days
As I watch and slowly rot away
My pain unknown
My hurt unnoticed
As you walk upon my hopeless dreams
My hate for you grows stronger
Strong like the love I hold
Call me dumb
Call me stupid
Ignore my wishes
I want to be her
The worthless one
The one with no personality
The one who isn't only a friend
I want to catch your eye
Your affections
Steal your time
Be on your mind
Call your name in passion
Be your true obsession
Hold you in those hurtful times
Listen to what is lingering on your mind
Forget we had that date
Stand you up or be extremely late
I hate standing by
Watching you flirt with those chicks who don't deserve you
No one will ever love you as I do
I've told you my feelings and yet you continue
Telling me that I am not your type
Not the one you want to hold
To kiss
To caress
To love
I hate these feelings that I hold for you
But they stand firm inside of me
Never leaving me
Everytime I see you my heart flutters
my breath shatters
my blood races
my mind blanks
I love you even without you caring the same way
I will every be your prey
A Poem I Share with many...
03:19 Feb 06 2006
Times Read: 533
You claim to love everyone,
your suffering to save us,
no sign of you here,
no loving care to behold,
you grovel before the tainted cross,
praying to a god who doesnt give a fuck,
keep on dreaming,
pretend he listens,
your foul face disgusting,
your angel halo shattered,
no god,
no christ,
no lord,
pray to your imagination,
pray...pray to your master,
fucking little sheep,
slaves to the ghost,
im suffering,
struggling to comprehend,
what the fuck it means,
what the fuck you do,
god damn your rightous ways,
your holy aura bleeding,
no god,
no lord,
no christ to behold,
pray to you delusions,
fuck your beliefs,
no god,
heavenly image shattered,
no christ,
damn you holy vows,
no lord,
suffer for me,
bleed to show you give a damn,
pray to your goddamned imagined doubts,
pray mother fuckers...Pray....
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